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December 20
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| by Becky
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Thank you for always being there, To listen and understand me. I appreciate all you did for me, And all you still do.
Thank you for making me feel whole again, For putting my pieces back together. I appreciate you putting my life back together, You saved my life.
You may not understand, Why I do what I do. But you never criticized, You just helped my through.
I knew I could come to you when I was down, 'cause I knew you'd always be there to pick me back up and say everything will be ok. | August 19 "WE BORN TO DIE, BUT WE DON'T DIE FOR NOTHING." March 09
- De todo lo que pasa en el mundo
- sólo me importa lo que te pasa a ti;
- tú eres para mí, más importante
- que el destino de la tierra,
- más importante que el porvenir del hombre.
- Ninguna causa, ninguna idea,
- ninguna utopía me haría renunciar a ti.
- En el fondo, poco me importa
- si el agujero de ozono se agranda
- o si la humanidad desaparece dentro de cien años;
- de nada sirvieron las palabras de los sabios
- ni los milagros de los santos;
- no se pudo evitar una sola guerra,
- un sólo sufrimiento,
- una sola injusticia en este mundo
- desde que el mundo es mundo,
- y yo que apenas soy un hombre que te ama,
- ¿qué puedo hacer...?
- me dirás que soy egoísta, tal vez,
- que me preocupa sólo mi dicha.
- Es cierto. Pero mi dicha,
- lo sabes ¡Eres tú!
- Y todo lo que te pasa me preocupa,
- todo el resto no cuenta, no sirve,
- no vale una sola sonrisa tuya;
- si no te tengo, si algo llegara a sucederte,
- si por algún motivo dejaras de amarme,
- para mí sería el fin del mundo,
- de un mundo que sólo tú justificas,
- que sólo tu le das sentido.
- Ningún esfuerzo valdría la pena,
- ningún Dios me devolvería tu alma,
- ninguna mujer me daría tu amor, el mismo amor,
- ninguna razón sería suficiente
- para seguir vivo, si de pronto,
- si por algún motivo, me faltaras tú, amor mío
A veces hay tantas cosas para decir
pero hay otras tantas en que las palabras no salen....
A veces la mente no logra descifrar
lo que el corazón quiere decir...
A veces el corazón dice
lo que la mente nunca llegará a entender...
A veces somos tanto
y a la vez no somos nada .
Casi nunca somos nada...
March 06 "The car won't start," aid a wife to her husband. "I think there's water in the carburettor."
"How do you know?" said the husband scornfully. "You don't even know what the carburettor is."
"I'm telling you," repeated the wife, "I'm sure there's water in the carburettor."
"We'll see," mocked the husband. "Let me check it out. Where's the car?"
"In the swimming pool." I'm far too shy to tell you that I love you. You're a star far from my plain earth. I gaze and see no woman who's above you: To me you are the cynosure of worth. Yet with all your beauty you're a person Like me in need of sympathy and love. Your thoughts of me would not, I dare hope, worsen If I in some way tried your heart to move. There's pleasure, surely, drawn from the reflection That someone, somewhere, worships your sweet face, Thinks you are the summit of perfection, Wants nothing more of life than your embrace. The danger is you'll think it couldn't be; So I suggest you see yourself through me.
Until we met I didn't know How light a heart could be; How, chained to one by bonds of love, I still could feel so free.
I didn't realize that my dreams Could ever be so real; Or when I had all I could want, Exactly how I'd feel.
This year of love has brought me through A long-awaited door: Were angels parked along our skies, I could not love you more. Love is never easy, but It turns life into song. There is no bit of circumstance That love cannot transform.
There is no weary moment Of anger or despair That love cannot convert to grace And render whole and fair.
How passionate the paradise That comes from knowing well That someone in your happiness Finds pleasure for himself.
How sweet the gift of giving to Someone who gives to you, A selflessness that gives to self More self than self is due.
With all the searing madness of The world from day to day, And all the dreary sadness that No joy can take away,
There is one truth more beautiful Than anyone can bear: That two can trust that when they turn They'll find the other there. February 10
North by coast road we drove through stands of redwood tagged for the lumberman's axe, past alpine villages and herds of humped cattle in a kind of gorse,
to stop by the postcard bridge arched over silted wetlands, the sand creating nests beasts might crawl to fill.
So little left unmarred where we rode in the failing light. We should have fled to the water, initials carved on our backs like scrimshaw on the jawbones of whales.
E. G. Burrows RATTLE Winter 2006
February 05
I don't have to call them, I never know when they'll buzz, the pests, then they can't stop talking, like taxi static on the phone behind whatever living voice I'm trying to hear. And now they're back. A headset twitters near the famed Korean who rides our bus repeating "Remember me, remember me to everybody" that streams into wingbeats when blackbirds slap trees then pretend to leave. I never know where they'll be, my skittish talky dead, in dozens sung by girls skipping rope, Mama told Papa don't be so bad, or deer bounding down court, Get back, pick him up! They talk their talk and claim me: my father who hardly spoke at all; a brain-fevered friend cussing Jesus in tall cotton; another who lived to quarrel and still can't shut up, like fanatical mosquitoes, ladybugs clogging the screen, or gossipy mob of moths stuck to the underside of our incomplete existence, batting their opaque wings at our brief blackbird world, so much noise and so it goes when this big-nosed redhead, before getting on, sucks and dumps his smoke, jet-trailing through the door— he hacks and he hawks and he sets them loose again to crowd me, saying the same senseless things they say.
On the platform, sick with myself for reasons I hardly recall, —in the tunnel's whippy trash the oncoming locomotive lights looked intimate and frothed— I thought (of course) I'd jump, to see what I could see.
But my angle reversed itself, and I remembered instead driving the Schuylkill Freeway past 30th Street Station, looking in at shed, silvered rail yards, mousy lights, switching tracks like tracer lights arcing forth all directions to some other where, when I considered the thousands, the loved and the estranged I never knew, emerging from the underworld, unhappy, unfree, but on the move.
On that dark, low-ceilinged platform, I knew, or convinced myself I knew, that if I fell into those cataract lights and stopped, the way we fall in dreams until we stop, I might see God's face because I'd see all things at once.
What held me back was your image, earlier that night, pointing to a full moon briared in a beech's circled branches. There it would be, once a month, unconscious and available, alive, as we're alive and here, in stark, lovely, godless repetitions good or bad, sustaining us, as is: circle, light, branch, recurrence to hold us in our place in time.
W. S. Di Piero Chinese Apples: New and Selected Poems Alfred A. Knopf, Publisher
February 17
Full Of Haters
Every where you go you are going to find heater
They could even be near you
Without you notice it.
But what can we do about it. February 09 "Llevo tu recuerdo como sangre viva que me cura la herida sin que te lo pida y adonde voy miro tu rostro pues a de ser que tu estas en mis pensamientos y en mi sangre."
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